SoulWithoutRestraint

I can feel him still. Now, as my will grows weak and English strong. I have learned much here. I can feel him, he takes me and fists my hair and fills my lungs with cold, cold water. I can feel him breathing in ears and laughing at tears, biting my tongue, I am the one to grow now so weak but try so hard. I try for her, I bide my time and wait for his touch now again. He will come back to take me from behind and bend me until I snap. Kill me with laughter and go on his way. One day, she will be safe and I will live as a true man like my hundreds of years past. But today is not one day.

So maybe it's me that's all shook up Living life sick from a poisoned cup Expected to confide in a new-found friend The secrets to be kept till the very end. Perhaps there is a reason Perhaps there is a cause Why a hundred year old thought Starts to cower and withdraw. You say that I am deaf You say that I am blind But what if I can't speak? Would you not understand my kind?

I sit here at a loss for words, numb to feeling, fingers shaking Goodbye, my unknowing friend You were good to me and I was blessed by your kind words and friendly presence Goodbye, my unknowing friend You were not a saint but a free spirit, a free bird amongst the caged. Goodbye, my unknowing friend We were not close, I hardly knew you but I will miss you more than you will ever know. Goodbye Sammy... Goodbye, my unknowing friend

I dream someday I can go home with clear eyes And positive statements With Compliments I wish that this nightmare of unhappiness will go down with my plummeting, dipping

Hello, If there is mistake in this, don't be frustrated. I haven't good English to work from. My name is Noble Harlequin and I was born in Vrshac, Serbia. I have not very much history I want to share with strangers, so get to know me and I might. The host thinks it good for me to come out and say hello, and shit like that. I could not care less, but so be it -- I suppose I do not get out much anyway. If you have questions to give me leave them in the comments. I can not think of what to tell about my self. I do not think I have many interesting things about me. I can give you a bit of appearance if you want. I have long hair that